letters from my heart...
i'm new to this. i've always had a passion for writing, but lately, i feel like i've lost my passion for everything.. i used to keep journals. Well here it is... my heart in the form of text vs. my heart on paper.
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that doesn’t worry about their student loans. -_-
craziness.
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Thank you. It did help, it;s nice getting some insight from someone who's gone through sorta the same thing I am. :)
Asked by Anonymous
aww. I’m glad it did!! What’s your story if you don’t mind me asking? Unless it won’t be any help telling me.. . and will just make you feel worse about it.
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what happened with you & your ex? what's the story? I'm kinda going through a break up of my own & at times it gets very hard. I wonder if someday I'll actually get over him.
Asked by Anonymous
Wow. a first ask in regards with one of my serious blogs. Thanks. lol
umm. Nothing unusual from any other break up. We were together for 5 years, but we always had our issues, that never got fully resolved.. so it would always carry on ‘til our next issue… umm. also, cheating was a big issue and other stuff..that’s pretty much it. One day, i just couldn’t deal anymore.. and that was that.
You will get over him… there’s no given time frame, but you WILL get there. It’s going to hurt a little, maybe even more, but you have to get through the burdens first and eliminate them fully ‘til you can finally be at peace. I always think it’s better to go through all the hurt than to hide or deny it. Never wonder if you will get over him, because the answer will always be YES. You won’t get over him, if you already have the thought whether or not you will in the first place.. you’ll be stuck. Just keep yourself reaaaaaaally busy. hang out with friends, read, workout.. and don’t go through things that will bring up memories. Like songs, pictures, letters…
I don’t know if i helped… caught me off guard there for a bit. haha.
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i still have mad love for his family…
i went over to get some forms, and his mom just had to say things that i wish she didn’t have to say. Tita Beth was like a second mom to me and she treated me well, and she is genuinely such a good person.
I went over today and she was telling me how they still love me and to call them whenever I have problems, and that they wish things didn’t end the way they did with J and I. She said a few more but i was a little more focused on trying not to tear… i failed. I’m so good with hiding my emotions.. but it was hard that time, because going up the porch was when i first started to feel it.Don’t be mistaken though.. I am over us and everything, just his family were a big part of my life as well, just as he was, and to be honest, maybe even bigger. & knowing that they look at me the same way as i look at them.. means a lot.
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Photo reblogged from aintitdope
i always find myself doing this.
after meeting people i always give them time to prove just exactly what they bring to the table..
but once i recognize the fat - no thanks, i’m much better without.
never been a fan of eating fat anyway.
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& i don’t think a good friend should even be able to do that.
I am sick & tired of you talking shit.. making up shit.. twisting shit, lying, … talking down to me, making fun of me.. i’ve absolutely had it. seriously, when the hell will you grow up. You have such a nice demeanor but truly, you’re a douche bag at heart. I am so glad that I am not the only who sees some of this, goes to show, it’s not me.
i am done.. you can’t call yourself a friend if you call me or even try to talk to me when certain people are around.another thing, like others said, you’re so whack if you’re trying to make me jealous by talking about your girlfriend and how much you bang her and how you’re going to bang her.. yadadada. 1) that’s total disrespectful towards your girlfriend, since you speak of her that way to people. 2) i don’t give a single fuck
You definitely misinterpreted anything I have told you.. because clearly you gave the WRONG information to people… which is why i had an “attitude” problem.. and you said i was being a dick. WELL, SORRY, i treat people the same way they treat me.. so if you think i’m acting like a dick.. it’s just an exact reflection of your douchey fucking attitude.
you’re are well known to mix up your stories.. i am not the only one that feels the need to get verification with the things you say or do.. and always have to second guess the shit you say.PS: you ain’t fucking shit at all.
